Life , Is It

We’re alone in our own struggles, we cannot reach nor anyone can reach us, its just us who has to go .

Zindagi

Abhi dum nikla nahi
Thoda aur chalne do
Hawao ka rukh badla nahi
Tufaan ko aane do

Maine haar maani nahi
kashti mein hun sawar
Abhi saas baaki hain
Doob jaane do patwar

Door kinara ho sahi
Main chalang laga du
Tairna sikha nhi magar
Samandar ko dubaa dun

Kinare pahuchna mumkin
hai Magar itna zaruri nahi
Kyunki
Zindagi samundar mein hai
Kinhi kinaro mein nhi…

Written by
Shilpi Chauhan Sinha

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The Unapproachable

“Why people seem to be unapproachable, is it because i think that they will ignore me or even say no in my face or is it my Ego that doesn’t let me reach”

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Is it the township or the people ?

After few months of joy we started feeling very lonely. Nobody visits us, nor we are invited anywhere. There are no weddings to attend and even no parties. In clubs and malls there still remains this feeling of being alone even after seeing so many faces eating under the same roof but over different tables. We hardly know anyone, talking is out of context altogether.

There are highs and lows of living in a township, I never thought I would be here after living in suburban colony, it seemed as a new light but this light was dim and dull unlike the local colonies that always had a bright spark about them.

Not to mention the people; here in township are not very warm and not very gentle, though I cannot conclude much about this, since I haven’t talked to any in particular but every person carry an aura around them, and I tend to sense that along with the vibrations when they walk around me. I hardly find anyone approachable enough to start a conversation and the once that may be, my bad luck; I haven’t had their vibrations felt as yet.

It feels very lonely when you’re on your own even when you have a family you still feel out of place, because living in your hometown is much different than living in a township that too miles away. There are hardly any relatives and friends around whereas in your hometown every moment becomes an occasion on their arrival; not to forget the festivals get their own charm when you don’t have to celebrate alone.

Today living in a township is embellished with a taste of monotony and loneliness. One barely finds time for another. If at all there are some connections in between people; then there’s always some unequal distance that cannot be travelled by their inner Ego’s because everyone here, has an identity that’s not reflected by their inner souls but more by the position and status they conduct in society.

The township plays a crucial role in the development of one’s psychological wellbeing where slowly and steadily the process of desensitization takes place. What happens behind the closed doors remains behind the closed doors, we do not want to get involved since we don’t know them, is the rule of the thumb and we go by that.

We tend to get ourselves busy and the feeling that we are not connected embeds deep into us, we connote this as a suitable technique for a hassle free and stress free survival in times like today where helping has become a hassle and being connected means putting up with another in every situation they face. This is the brutal reality that we counter everyday and realising and knowing it won’t make any difference, and many factors have contributed in its growth.

Maybe it’s not the township, it’s the people who have changed or this has been like this since eons and I am living it now.

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Do Not Disconnect

Whatever you do
Do not disconnect
With yourself
And yours around

Look for signs, if any
Observe and connect
With heart and mind
Losen up yourself

Its important and urgent
To know you’re there
For one and everyone
Even if there are none

Life is to connect
To live consciously
Its ok if you are fine
Nothing less of happily

By Shilpi Chauhan

Living Silently

Living Silently

Ask no questions about life
it goes on is just the answer
No stones are unturned here
just walk silently unnoticed

there’s plenty of suffering around
Walk last! Don’t walk past
Unable and able to attend
where to start with ‘full’ heart

Leave it, no need to pretend
Just live as much u can
This moment is a blessing
everything happens on its own

All Troubles are outside
What is inside is your own
stop seeing and just being
Life is what is unknown

Shilpi Chauhan

Society

Keep away from this shit
Refrain from making trips
To places unknown
Filled with voices ungrown
Keep away keep away
You know you’re their prey
Turning you insane
Leaving you in disdain
You’re not to be this way
Just leave the place you stay
Stop, See and Unfollow
Make space, let it be hollow